Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Resolutions for 2010

I have two resolutions this year.

#1) Believe in myself. 
Putting myself into my work, into my words, and into my relationships is so hard for me because I try to please everyone.  I assume that they won't like what I have to offer, and I fear their disapproval or disgust.  This resolution is a wide-reaching one, requiring that I
  • stop looking for outside approval
  • start saying/making/doing what is in my heart
  • value my own thoughts and efforts.
Simply making this resolution has caused a change in me.  Whenever I catch myself feeling negatively about myself, I reaffirm this resolution.  Each morning Ray has me saying a statement that fulfills this resolution.  And whenever I am wavering, about to lose my courage and wimp out, this credo will be my guiding star.


#2) Take things one step at a time.
Right now it's taxes.  And getting my ridiculously awful business records in shape.  And cleaning/rehauling my studio.  And figuring out an Etsy shop.  And designing new pieces.  And casting new molds, making new pieces, testing new glazes, applying for new shows---

You get the idea.

Every time I start hyperventilating, I stop and identify what the next step is for what I'm doing today.  I have the rest of my life to become a super-awesome expert; it doesn't all have to happen this month or even this year.  Yes, it's a complicated lifestyle full of challenging tangles to unravel and huge tasks to complete.  But like Jordin Sparks warbles, the only way we get there is one step at a time.

It helps that I LOVE that song!

If you have a resolution attached to your artistry this year, let me know in the comments!

2 comments:

  1. Julianna (pushy girl from the Frederick show)January 25, 2010 at 11:06 AM

    YAY to the Etsy part! #2 looks pretty insane, but you can do it! I really want a shark or imps in the ashes, and I know everyone on Etsy will love you. It's either Etsy or more local shows, I must insist.

    Keep up the good work and the blog. :)

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  2. Hi Julianna-- Thank you for saying again how you want me to get on Etsy, comments like this will get me on there sooner rather than later!

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